i know that i haven’t made a personal post in a while, but i’m desperate and out of options. i am very scared.
there’s a person in my home that, two days ago, kept threatening me with violence. i’m 5′2 and he’s … much bigger and taller. he almost threw glass at me, at one point he pulled out a weapon on me because i took my mom’s room (that she offered) and he threatened to pay someone to beat me up
i can’t do this anymore. before i had the option of a gofundme or a youcaring or sharing my cash.me link i had a whole suicide note drawn up, but something in me told me to do this so i’m going for it and i really hope it works out because otherwise, i have no other options and i CANNOT do it for much longer.
i’ve been locked in my room for days. i only leave to drink water or go to the bathroom. i don’t even eat because he occupies the living room and i’d have to pass him to get to the kitchen, which is what pissed him off enough to send him on a rant threatening to end my life. nobody in my family likes the cops (for obvious reasons) and i need my laptop as that’s really one of the few material posessions i have and need for school.
my last meal was yesterday because my sister bought me food, but idk when i can be able to eat again and i’m scared because i haven’t been downstairs eating regularly since may and i’ve lost probably 20+ pounds
i need $900. I have $95. So, a little over 10% of the way there, but still not enough. i’d hope to get it by the end of this month, but as soon as possible. $900 would go towards the deposit and rent of an apartment i’d share with 2 friends, plus any other utility or moving costs. my scholarship and my job that starts August 6th will pay off the rest in august but i have to leave asap because i can’t do this much longer.
i have a youcaring link (takes paypal) and a gofundme link (takes 5% of all donations) that, if you ask for, i can pm to you to donate (because it does contain personal information, please only ask for it if you know you’re going to donate and you can’t pay with a card (i understand.)
otherwise, i’m content with the cash.me
if you can’t donate, please, i’m begging you to reblog because i don’t know what to do anymore. usually i draw and offer commissions but my mental health is completely shot and i can’t… do anything.
if you donate, i do believe in positive energy and i’ll find a way to pay it back + pay it forward because it warms me how much people have helped me so far.
i wouldn’t do this if i didn’t think it was absolutely necessary. my heart is breaking at the fact that i would ever have to do this.
i would rather sleep on a floor with boxes in an empty room than sleep in the same house as a person who’d rather risk throwing his life and son away because he hates me that much. thank you so much.
thank you so much for helping me you guys, i’m honestly starting to cry because i didn’t think i’d get so much help so soon. I’ve already gotten $45 within an hour. Oh my gooood thank you sooo much.
i also tried to tag it appropriately so hopefully i didn’t miss anything. thank you again.
This Pride month & anniversary of Pulse, please consider donating to orgs that serve LGBTQ people of color and immigrants, and Miss Major’s retirement fund!
My brother, his friends, and I are starting a production company called Astonishing Hooligans Productions. It’s a company in the making. With t-shirts and hoodies already on sell, they’re looking to expand slowly but surely. Please help to support a minority owned business. Buy a t-shirt or a hoodie to help get this company off the ground. Any little bit helps. If you can’t afford to buy anything, that’s totally fine, just help spread the word.
Astonishing Hooligans is a brand, a family, a company, and a movement. We are the future.
this is really important guys!!! in case you didn’t know, the get down is a really good show about poc with qpoc in it!!!!!! it’s recently been cancelled because not enough people were watching it but this is the chance to bring it back!!!!
Our newest roommate bailed today without notice (yes, the same one who just threw away $50 worth of my groceries).
She is refusing to pay her share of the rent for this month, which leaves the rest of us $450 short and rent is due JUNE 5th!!!
I know I’ve had a donation post circulating for the past couple of weeks to help with a bunch of unexpected medical bills and car repairs, and the donations I’ve received have helped me scrape by, but I absolutely do not have an extra $450 for rent, and neither do my other two roommates.
Two of us are autistic trans lesbians with no support systems, so if we get evicted we’re going to be homeless.
We need to raise $450 to cover missing rent in the next TWO DAYS.
I am absolutely terrified and so are my other two roommates.
If you can donate anything, even a dollar, please hit me up at My Paypal.
If you can’t, please signal boost, and I apologize in advance for spamming this post over the next couple of days.
Please help us.
Already at $50/450!
Thank you so much!
I’m sorry for the spam, but we’ve only had one donation, very few reblogs, and rent is due tomorrow.
Hello! I want to say I’m so happy to have participated in this year’s Trans Day Of Visibility, and I would really need some help. My entire life my mom has been psychologically and emotionally abusive, but just recently she has started becoming physical. I think she’s starting to find out I’m trans and I am scared for my life, I didn’t think she was capable of hurting me physically but I guess I was wrong.
I am mentally ill, trans and only 18. I need the money to move in with my boyfriend, my paypal is: https://www.paypal.me/linkle ; please, don’t call me by the name shown there— it’s my dead name. Please call me Link. if you can’t donate, please reblog. I’m so grateful for everything and all I want to do is be myself and be safe. Thank you so so so so SO much for your help.
I’m sorry this post is short and all I just… i don’t know what else to say. I just need help please.
my mom beat me yesterday because of some dumb yaoi that popped up on my dash and i hadn’t closed it. Please help me holy shit if she’s willing to push me against the wall and choke me because of two male characters holding hands I don’t know what she’s more capable of doing okay please fucking help me
So after the last few days I have completely maxed out my cards and overdrawn my account trying to pay for an unexpected medical situation with my cat. This is not the problem I would have gladly given up more for him. However, this also means I had to take two days off of work from both of my jobs (one of which doesn’t offer stable hours in the first place). So right now I am up to my ears in debt. Which I can deal with. However, my bills are due. I need my car to take my client to her appointments/into the community and I can’t do that because I have to use my next two paychecks on my rent instead of my car insurance. My phone bill is also due. My other bills are late after paying my bills late last month (credit cards used to help my cat etc)
I have no money and my last post kept getting deleted. In order for me to even be able to apply for public assistance I need to register as a state resident and change my license and plates over, which I can’t afford to do, and this would be so helpful to apply for food stamps, because I can’t even afford groceries right now or my therapy and medication which keeps me able to work. So please if anyone can reblog this post or donate I would be forever grateful if I could just get the 241 dollars in bills taken care of I could handle the rest so long as I pay my rent. I wouldn’t be asking if I didn’t have an absolute need.
The other option is to go back to living with my abusers, working 50 plus hours a week, sleeping on a bedbug infested couch, while also using my spare time to take care of one of them lest get my need for therapy thrown in my face. I can’t go back to that I know for a fact that if I did I would probably end up a detriment to myself. Plus I would have no stable place to live.
I can’t offer much in return but I do tarot card readings, you can pick the spread and the deck depending on need. Additionally, I do pendulum readings which are 2 dollars. I also edit and workshop essays, prose, stories, and poetry as I have a degree in Creative Writing. You can feel free to message me about the details. If none of these things interest you please reblog this post and signal boost anyway. I am extremely desperate and all of this is starting to weigh on me as when I think I gain my footing and start to make a life for myself another awful thing happens. If interested in donating please my paypal email is jordan.s.mcnair@gmail.com
Hello. Six months ago I asked you to help me because my parents kicked me out after they found out I’ve fallen in love with a girl. I was working in their place and I lost that job too.
My boyfriend at that moment told everyone I know about this and spread some lies. He took my dog and a lot of my stuff. He stalked me. He found my tumblr as well and I had to make a new account.
I live in my friend house but it was really small so I slept on the floor in the pantry for the last five months.
Now I live in a tiny tiny room and have half time job as a waitress.
Two months ago I finally went to psychiatrist and I was diagnosed with severe depression and obsessive-compulsive disorder. It was a lot to finally have someone to talk to about everything. The problem is that I don’t have the money for all of these meds she prescripted me. I already take asthma medications for couple of years and others for my sensitive stomach. The meds from psychiatrist are quite expensive because I had to choose private payd visit instead of free because they told me I had to wait four months for it. And I can’t wait that long. I have suicide thoughts and I’m afraid what I could do. And I’m still waiting for the therapy.
These are my meds now
And the proof of how much they cost
I can’t really afford for all of them right now. And I really need to use them because I already feel a little better and I don’t want to be depressed anymore.
And I don’t really have money for even food. I mostly eat only twice a day.
I hope this is enough proof for people who are attacking me saying that I’m lying.
I’m from Poland and here if you go to the private doctor you need to pay 100% for the meds even with the insurance. And the rest of them is still expensive even with 10 or 30% being cheaper.
Also we don’t have any coupons for meds and any apps. You have that in America, that’s great. But we don’t.
And this month my doctor added some new meds for my asthma (i had spirometry test and it came out pretty bad) and because of that right now I don’t have anough money to pay my rent.
I talked with my landorld who is a sweet older lady and she is so wonderful that she let me be a little late with my rent. So I have time to the end of the month.
I’ve made new posts and least five times because every time the post hits 1k notes people are starting to ignore it, thinking I already have thousand of dollars. Well I don’t, because people are just mostly reblogging it.
I know some people are annoyed by my friend asking everyone to reblog my post. She only wants to help me, because we know each other from childhood and now she is far away from me and can’t really help me. Please don’t be mean to her. She is an angel. And you are also annoying with me (if the messages about me just killing myself because i’m dirty lazy fagot tells anything) but please bear with me for few more days. I’m trying, I really am but it’s hard when you are all alone.
So if you could spare few dollars please send them via paypal
My email: anne.du@mail.com
You can choose any currency you want. Thank you for any help! And please reblog this post.
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UPTADE: SUNDAY 28TH I STILL NEED HELP, PLEASE REBLOG. I STILL NEED AT LEAST 180$. I HAVE TWO DAYS LEFT TO PAY MY RENT!!
I called the netflix help center and I was like why did y’all cancel The Get Down and the person I spoke to gave me this link where you can request season 2 of it they told me it goes to the content team so spread the word my dudes it might help
